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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
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9:59 pm - -- Don't tell me what to believe --
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..'cause you won't be there to catch me when I fall. But you'll need me I'm not here at all. Miss me when I'm gone again..
I'm goin' down in flames.. I'm fallin' into this again.. I'm goin' down in flames.. I'm fallin' into this again
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Yes, I really like this song :3 And have gone on a 'spurt' for it (like I did with Shinedown's "45" and "I Hate You" by Three Day's Grace *purr* )
Anywho, onto my journal-ness, because I like talking to myself ._.;
Beware of parasitic friends. You know, the kind that cling to you and suck what they can out of you, be it attention, comfort, money, and just about anything else. Sure they're nice to have for a time, so you have someone to call a friend, but it really sucks once they get what they want and move on. Now I'm not saying that you shouldn't move on sometimes, or that you're a bad person if you are, but if all you did was leech and take what you can from the person you're leaving.. then yes.. you're a parasite. It's even worse when they haven't left your sight, they just choose to ignore you unless they've nowhere else to go or need something..
No, Jess (should you be reading this) I'm NOT referring to you ._.;
Actually.. I'm in a pretty content mood, just needed to state that fact. I'm excited over the thought of earning money for art.. and I really hope my FurBid account does well.. I would be so proud..
*Yawn* Well I better get off.. *trudges*
current mood:  content
current music: "Going Down in Flames" by 3 Doors Down
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| Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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9:41 pm - .. Another mistake ..
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Fucking 69 on my Math Analysis midterm.. It sucks, really it does. This is the first time I've ever worried about getting a 'C' on my report card.. Granted, Math Analysis/Pre-Calc is supposed to be hard but, I've never EVER had trouble in math. It was always my best subject, so I guess I'm just disappointed...
Oh well...
Anime Express this weekend.. and I need to think of an art piece and get it done by Friday.. still not sure what I want to do..
Damn.. not in the mood to update... Feeling sick after visiting Aunt Ruth in the hospital..
current mood:  sick
current music: "Numb" by Linkin Park
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| Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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10:23 pm - Frozen..
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..Why am I so easily addicted to online things like Gaia? Because I have no life. I don't care about things in my life enough to persue them. In fact, I'm finding it hard to care about anything anymore. The internet is a way to kill time, otherwise I'd be more unstable then I am...
Screw this.. I'm going to sleep... maybe if I'm lucky the school will burn tomorrow
current mood:  apathetic
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12:08 am - I'm Hitler..
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No seriously, I am o_o; I took the 45 question "more accurate" personality test..
Man.. that's creepy as Hell.. wait until Jess finds out.. she calls me a Nazi anyway >.>;
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| Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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9:15 pm - Sleep..
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Damn.. my medication just knocks me out. I went to sleep at 10:30 pm last night (and previously took a nap as soon as I got home.. from 3:15 until 6:45), and then slept until 9:00 am. I've been sleeping good though, atleast. I guess when you're the kind of person who gets knocked out from taking normal tylenol, then taking medication that says "will make you drowzie" will surely put you to sleep.
*yawn* And that's the main reason I didn't go to the free symphony tonight. I signed up to, and planned to, but am just not feeling like it. I am definately looking foreward to the Opera coming up though.
*sigh* Next week.. senior conference. I'll bet my guidence counsilor bitches me out for wanting to sign up for mainly art courses, with me taking normally honors/AP and getting A's. Jess said her counsilor's jaw dropped when she said she wanted to persue a career in the performing arts.. Ah well, not like they can judge, they literally know nothing, and hence why so many of us students are unaware of scholarships and other important things.
Hmm.. feeling tired.. and pretty emotionless.. not happy, but not sad. ^_^; A good thing I guess.. but.. meh.. I can't even look at Bill and think bishie >.>; in fact, I can't look at any of 'my bishies' and think that anymore. It's really ticking me off.. nothing makes me happy anymore.. I'm just.. mellow
Ramble, ramble.. well I hope you're proud Shanna, I've been keeping up with a journal pretty well after your bugging me too ^_^;
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Lyrics:
Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I see hell in your eyes
current mood:  blank
current music: "Slept So Long" by Jay Gordon (from Queen of the Damned)
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| Friday, February 20th, 2004
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8:27 pm - My Saints..
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Art thieves really, really piss me off. Well, no, they usually don't piss me off, they make me want to cry.. I don't understand how you can steal someone else's art, and be proud of yourself? How can you take any compliments seriously, knowing it's not your art nor your hard work receiving the compliments?
I really want to thank Renee.. she's always looking out for me, and always standing up for me. For that, I owe her my life (that and for all of the gorgeous layouts she's made me >.>; ).
I also owe Atarashii, a newer friend of mine. We met on Gaia, and have hit it off so well. She's even my partner in my Suvah business now, as she was helping out sooo much anyway. She's one tough cookie, and stands up for me all of the time. On the other hand, she has the biggest heart ever and is always trying to help others out.
I owe both of you, and ALL of my friends, so much. Even when I feel down, and as if no one cares, you always give me a reason to think otherwise..
current mood:  shocked
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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5:13 pm - Hear the music..
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Directions:
Step 1: Open your MP3 player/playlist.
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.
1. "Nobody Lives Without Love" - Eddie Reader (Batman Forever)
2. "Luna's Boat Song" - Lunar
3. "Downfall" - Trust Company
4. "Freestyle Chinese Rap" - CKy ("only American's eat the sauce" XD )
5. "Rising Tide" - Genso Suikoden (I)
6. "Papa Can You Hear Me?" - Charlotte Church
7. "Yesterday" - the Beatles
8. "When You Believe" - Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey (Prince of Egypt)
9. "Youth of a Nation" - P.O.D.
10. "Jack the Ripper" - Morrissey ( <3 <3 <3 )
(taken from Renee)
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Went to the doctor's today since I've been extremely feverish and having breathing problems I've never experienced. I was correct in assuming it wasn't bronchitis, but it was close. My bronchial tubes are inflammed and covered in mucus, and hence my choking cough and shortness of breath. I have a lot of strong cough syrup-ish medication to take to get rid of the problem. If it doesn't clear up (which the doctor is afraid it won't) then she went ahead and gave me a prescription for the Z-Pack (typical bronchitis medicaiton) to start taking, and asked I show back up for further testing..
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You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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[I *am* a Pisces.. so this is rather disturbing..]
(taken from Yoruhau)
current mood: sick
current music: "Jack the Ripper" by Morrissey
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| Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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3:02 am - Alla Luce del Sole
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ALLA LUCE DEL SOLE
Qui c'e il buio fuori di me
ed anche un po dentro di me...
che assurdita questa citta
senza persone!
Io non so spiegar neanche come
ma non e questa la mia dimensione,
e la mia mente non e mai in pace,
e sempre altrove.
Tu dove sei? La tua voce dov'e?
Senza di te, senza il tuo aiuto
che sara di me?
Tutto sembrera migliore
alla luce che verra dal sole!
Questa notte passera,
il buio che c'e si dissolvera!
Si vedranno le colline,
io continuero a cercare te.
Via da questa malinconia
ALLA LUCE DEL SOLE (translation)
Darkness lies outside me, here,
And a bit inside as well...
How absurd is this desert city!
I can't even explain how,
But this is not my dimension,
And my mind gets never comfort,
It is always somewhere else.
But you... where are you? Where's your voice?
What about me if I don't have you,
If I don't get your help?
Everything will look better,
Under the light that will come from the sun!
This night will be gone,
Darkness will fade out!
Hills will be seen,
I will go on looking for you.
Away from this melancholy,
Envy or rage alike
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Lazy day, again, but a pisser too. I was supposed to go out to the Olive Garden with Jess and Kayla, or atleast they planned that 'for sure' last week that we would go Saturday.. well I didn't get so much as a phone call saying 'no'.. I sat at home like an ass while my family went to dinner and didn't hear anything. To top it off, I called her house and her dad answered and told me she went out.. needless to say I was pissed.. extremely pissed.
Then I get an e-mail from her cell phone saying call her.. well at that point I was pretty pissed so I didn't and sent a nasty reply instead.. and then I get another one much later saying she almost died, and now I'm worried. No, I wasn't pissed about not going to the Olive Garden because, honestly, it wasn't something I was really looking foreward to, it's the fact she told me me would, and I waited around and never even got a call (OR e-mail) saying she would be out. I wouldn't have given a shit if she went out with her friends if I would have known..
Now it's 3 am and I'm about to hit the hay, wondering what the hell she got herself into.. I just hope she's okay.. If it was something she got herself in (hanging around with the wrong kids and doing the wrong thing), then I won't be simpathetic.. I'll be the heartless bitch I'm known to be, because weed and shit is stupid. I'd rather be suicidal or depressed than having to base my happiness on smoking a plant. I don't give a shit who you are, and even my friends know this, I think it's stupid. I won't hate you for it, but I will still think it's stupid..
I need sleep.. and to find out what the hell's going on.. Not to sound selfish but I hope tomorrow night's plans aren't cancelled.. it's what kept me going all week *sigh* I just hope the three of us can have a good time without ruining things..
current mood:  cranky
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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10:25 pm - Josh Groban
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Because I found one of them in Renee-chan's LiveJournal and got inspired.. and I <3 him. Actually, I'm the reason for his growing fandom among my friends offline and off ^^; It started with KMAK, I think, then Renee, then Kendra, then Jess, then Kayla, and now a few other online friends are becoming fans too... yay :3 Spread the love..
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Which Josh Groban song are you?
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<3 <3 one of my favorite songs...
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Just another fan...
What kind of Josh Groban Fan are you?
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just because I was honest and wouldn't jump at him.. I'm too shy.. it doesn't mean if I met him I wouldn't be having a heart attach though, or that I don't worship him. I'm just not out going ^^;
current music: "Downfall" by Trust Company
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4:41 pm - Sympathy..
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Yes.. more ranting and raving.. Sorry, I'm not a happy person(my freshman sister's friends still don't believe we're related as we're exact opposites.. and they're also terrified how I always "look so pissed off" ).
What pisses me off the most is when people, especially those you trust, go around and say that people are depressed for attention. That hurts.. it really does. Yes, my life is not horrible, I am very blessed and I admit that. But the way I think about things obviously isn't equal to the way you do, so if you're criticizing me for that it makes you an insensitive bastard..
Sure, online I pretend to be nice, cheerful, and caring, but it's not me (hell, I act that way to many people offline, but that's not me). I'm polite, yes, but I have a severe implosive anger problem. I build it up and build it up, and one day I'm going to explode.. and I pity the person near me.. Anger hidden for years is sure to be a dangerous eruption..
And I'm off.. to do homework.. or play on Gaia.. where requests and adoptions are appreciated a lot more..
current mood:  angry
current music: "Yesterday" by the Beatles
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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10:00 pm - Break down..
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I was just crying a little bit ago.. I don't know why.. Everything around me seemed to collapse and fade away, and I sat and cried. The only thing that has kept me even slightly sane since I've been home is Phantom (the cat, not the stupid musical).. I don't know what's wrong with me, other than I'm too selfish and self-absorbed to see the wonderful gifts in life. I'm lucky, I know it, but if only other felt and thought the way I did, maybe someone out there would understand and give a shit..
But there's not.. there's just me..
current mood: crushed
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| Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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6:49 pm - An Excuse..
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That's all I am to you. Use me to get what you want, that's what you're known for doing anyway ;3
I hate everything about you is a fun song n_n
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Now, there
There speaks a true friend
There speaks a friend for life
You told me all the things
That you think are wrong with me
I just wish you'd stayed around and helped me put them right
But nevertheless :
There ... mm
There speaks a true friend
There speaks a friend for life
You listed all the things
That people cannot stand about me
I just wish you'd stayed around and helped me to improve
Because I've tried, I've tried
Oh, I've really really tried
You say I don't know how to live
(And that's true)
You say I don't deserve to live
Oh, where would I be without my friends to help me ?
I just can't imagine where I'd be, can you ?
No
"There Speaks a True Friend" by Morrissey
current mood:  cold
current music: "Everything About You" by Three Days Grace
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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8:00 pm - ... Yay..
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Well, life was looking quite promising for a bit, but a lot of shit can ruin it for you. Friends not being friends, illness, stupid people, and school.. ah.. here's hoping this doesn't ruin my Christmas spirit, or I swear I'm going to stab someone in the gut.
Saturday was odd.. stayed at Jessica's and went with her, Todd, and one of Todd's friends to some kid name Chris's house.. I onno, never met him, but Jess and Todd were previously trying to hook us up.. well it was kind of uncomfortable.. I don't mix well with druggies.. so I sat on a foot rest and watched heavy metal videos for the majority of the time, until I took a walk with Chris and Roudy to get out of the house.. By the end the three of us were talking pretty good, so it wasn't too bad.. Chris's brother scared me though, and Jess warned he would..
Disney wasn't too great.. I started getting sick.. we didn't do much but walk around.. I didn't even get to see the British version of Santa Clause, one of the reasons I came :/ Atleast I got to ride Mission Space.. Plus I bought a Scar pin and a new Scar plushie, one I haven't even seen, so that made me happy.. until I came home puking..
Please let these last two weeks of school go by.. I'm sick of it.. I'm sick of my teachers, my peers, my work, and the effing guidance department.. I mean.. WTF?! I signed up for AP Hisotry and am not listed?! It's not like I'm failing.. last 9 weeks I got an A and was top in my class, and as of right now I'm 2nd in my class with a low A -_-; And it's not the first time Ms. Kauffman has messed up mine or another student's schedules.. here's hoping she sets up an appointment before vacation, considering I turned in a form..
I'm fast becoming a Morrissey fan.. he's so depressing, but not in a "please help me" or "no one loves me" kind of way.. he's more "you have a pathetic life, so deal with it :D " and it makes me smile..
...This song makes me want to melt.. if there's any song I deem 'sexy' it's this one.. call me morbid, call me sick, I'm used to it.. but what I say still goes ^_~ I either like my bishies smart and insanely wussy, or psychotic and homicidal...
current mood:  grumpy
current music: "Jack the Ripper" by Morrissey
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003
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3:47 pm - Myuuuu
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My God.. can it be.. I-I'm in a GOOD MOOD?! And I have been for the past few days? As in smiling without reason! *insert familiy screaming* Odd week though X3; Today's FCAT 'celebration' sucked.. I sat on the floor in the corner of the gym with Shanna, Kati, that little kid with the glasses that follows me around a lot, Squeaky, Mike, and Jesus (*snort* Chris X3; ) among other people.. poor Gina didn't get to go because she didn't get an invitation, and we KNOW she passed the FCAT (she got better scores than I did!). *Snarl*
I should have stayed in class with her though.. loud music (more importantly with a REALLY loud base), bad music, rubber 'pizza' = bad headache.. myuuu... Thank goodness it's going away *gnaw* *wishes she still had that British Guard bear to snuggle* ;_;
Oph, I hope I get to see Elf tonight.. much luff for th' Will Ferrel!
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(much luff for th' Liliy X3; who showed me this.. that Jekyll-pisser-offer! j/k! )
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Quote: "I did not have sexual intercourse with Jesus!" - "Squeaky" (not meant to be a blasphemous comment; X3; you just hafta know Squeaky and Chris)
I Feel: odd.. such a good mood ^-^
I Wish: it was Nov. 11, so I could get Joshie's new CD X3;
current mood:  amused
current music: "Science Fiction Double Feature" from Rocky Horror Pic. Show
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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3:59 pm - It lives.. sort of
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o.0; My dead journal has been... dead.. yeah.. no fun.. but, my DA journal gets kind of annoying, having to re-get all of the info I post on it every time I update.. let's hope that I get back in the habit of my dead journal.. Eh, not much going on in life right now..
Talked all during 2nd block, Team Sports, with Shea about random stuffu.. I'm glad she's in that block with me, if only she was in my class >.<; I feel bad for her because she knows that Jessica doesn't like her, but the feeling is mutual between them. And I learned Jess was being hypocritical when she complained about Shea being with Chris, when in fact it was Jessica who brought up the idea.. *shrug* My only complain to Jess is her constantly ranting about Shea around me.. I tell her to stop and she gets pissed and then has this long, drawn out speech about how I do these horrible things to her, which she never names, and make her "feel like shit".... welcome to my world, 24/7... and why I made it known that I do not have a best friend, as of a few months ago.. I have some good friends, namely Gina, Shanna, Kayla, Jess, Liliy, and Kevin... yeah, those are my closest friends, though some are nicer than others, and some actually listen to what I have to say..
Other than that, a slow day today.. not much happened.. OMFG I am so glad my English and History essays are done (atleast, until we get to editing them)... Oph, some tests I found on Liliy's Livejournal, and Yoruhau's Deadjournal..
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Angel of Sorrow...everything just comes and goes.
Nothing really matters right now...you've lost
hope.
What kind of angel are you?
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(Yoruhau and I got the same code ^^; )
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current mood:  calm
current music: -- silence --
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| Monday, July 14th, 2003
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11:54 pm - Rawrish..
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Eh, not much to say.. I'm only writing because Jess asked me to -_-; Okay, well since you're the only one reading this I wrote it for you Jess :3 Hi fwiend. Frank sucks, and you being happy because of him is..... depressing.... ;_; *sniff* *hic*
As for your question about ----- I was being serious when I said a) I really don't care about having a 'relationship' with him and b) I dunno wtf is up with him... it'd be different if I didn't know her ^^;
Hmm.. what else to say... Jekkie is a cutie n_n Yay for good dreams.. boo to short bishonen -_-; Oh well.. that's enough.. onto the tests, and I want you to take the Suikoden one too XD
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You happen to like Thomas! Thomas didn't do
anything bad but is often spit upon by some of
the higher-ups. Well, lots of people are jerks.
But I'm sure that he'll appreciate it when you
don't. Stick around and, when he gets old
enough, perhaps he'll lean in favor towards
dating you. Good luck!
What Suikoden III Male Are You Attracted To?
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You are most like Ayesha, You are warm and loving.
An ideal house pet for a hermit, who would
never give up an opportunity to get a scratch
behind the ear from your favorite opera ghost.
What character from Phantom of the Opera are you most like?
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And that's kitty as in feline.. meow.. not THAT you perv >:/
current mood:  chipper
current music: Silcnce; save for the music/noise my LXG desktop makes o.o;;
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| Monday, July 7th, 2003
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10:39 pm - Rawr, monster :3
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Well, not even really a MONSTER o.o;; Ah well...
My Monster Name
is
Genie
Genies were made famous by the translation of Arabian Nights and it?s worth nothing the little known plot twist where Aladdin used the genie of the ring to escape with the genie of the bottle. Genies are known to grant wishes and win you contracts with Disney. Most genies appreciate you pointing out their vast cosmic powers but not their itty-bitty living space.
The Levenshtein distance between Stephanie and Genie is 4.
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current mood:  weird
current music: "Bother" by Corey Taylor
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| Sunday, July 6th, 2003
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11:10 pm - Where Will You Go?
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"I?m so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can?t live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can?t even hear me screaming..."- "Where Will You Go" by Evanescence
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| meowthgal | | Magic Number | 23 | | Job | Serial Killer | | Personality | Vicarious | | Temperament | Sweet Natured | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | Nothing | | Me - In A Word | Divine | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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| marchhare | | Magic Number | 21 | | Job | Conservationist | | Personality | Paranoid And With Good Reason | | Temperament | Unflappable | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | Another Gold Star | | Me - In A Word | Effervescent | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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| billsmeowthgal | | Magic Number | 8 | | Job | Actor | | Personality | Rainy Day | | Temperament | Nervous | | Sexual | Straight | | Likely To Win | Some Lubricant | | Me - In A Word | Evil | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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Hmm... Okay day I guess... who knew just talking to someone could depress you T_T;; that in itself is depressing. Mew, gotta babysit tomorrow while Jess gets to go to Wet 'n Wild *shrug* sounds kinda fun, I guess.. past few days have been good as well, spending a lot of time with Jess. I saw 28 days, which was alright.. made me sad for Britain :*( .... at a loss of words..
current mood:  morose
current music: "You're a God" by Vertical Horizon
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| Sunday, June 29th, 2003
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1:29 am - ...Yippee
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Yeah, I got a car today. It's a blue 94 Camaro and though I am extremely grateful I'm just not the typical teenager- eager to drive and leap off alone. That very aspect disappoints both of my parents, which makes me feel pretty worthless. But hey, who's complaining.
Been pretty depressed as of late, something which I would have had no where to go or no one to talk to were it not for Jess. I really don' appreciate her nearly enough.. sure we clash heads a lot (okay.. most of the time, atleast since High School) but sometimes we have so much in common it's frightening. We spent a few days being dumb, reliving old memories, and watching Nightmare on Elm Street flicks :3 Cheers to Freddy, although the 2nd movie stinks *hugs the poor 'nice guy' who gets beat up* Aww, poor guy was the only one being super-nice and he got pounded.
Mer, Pika got her liscense Thursday. Honestly I didn't think she would pass mainly because she was a lot more inexperienced than she acted/spoke. But she passed anyway, cheers ^^ Of course.. she won't be able to touch the car on her own for quite some time yet.
I wonder about myself often. I'm too wierd and too confusing -_-; and though it's sometimes horrible to say I honestly wish I didn't have human emotions. I feel so friggin' stupid, weak, pathetic, etc etc when I have a crush. It's even worse when your crush doesn't see you the way you see them.. too busy dreaming of another, much tougher gal. n_n But in an effort to end all of this b/s I'm keeping my attachments strickly as friends unless I am told otherwise.
Mew, Gunna go to sleep soon.. ^_^
current mood:  indescribable
current music: "Remember Me This Way" by Jordan Hill
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| Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
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1:46 am - .....urg...
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Too lazy to go and write new stuff, so I'll just copy and paste from my Deviantart account...
Vacation stunk... it rained the entire time I was at the beach, save for about 4 hours on Saturday. So, I came home early Sat. evening with my mom as opposed to staying late Sunday. Not once did I get to walk on the beach at sunset, thanks to the miserable weather.. on a more positive note I got to go to the Volusia Mall for the first time and picked up a new Ronin figurine (a horrible blue-Ryo with a horse) as well as a Soul Hunter DVD, both $10 a piece. Anime down here is pretty hard to get, save for at places like Suncoast where you pay and arm and a leg.
As for the Ronin toy, I collect them. Each of my few friends I have has their own anime or two, you might say. It's just an anime that we like and are more knowledgeable out of the group. I.E. Kendra has Real Bout Highschool and Rayearth, Pika has X/1999 and Sailor Moon, and mine would probably be the Ronin Warriors/YST and likely Card Captor Sakura. And so, though I don't show it nearly enough, I'm a big Ronin fan..
In a highly depressing mood at this point in time, no thanks to a combination of things (one being Dreamwater.. it's been messing up all day so I STILL do not have all of the contest entries up because it won't upload correctly today) and the other reasons being more personal...
On a highly positive note, I did get to see the Hulk yesterday. I love the Hulk, he and Guts from the anime Beserk are my two bulky, rampaging buddies. Bruce Banner was actually fairl cute in the movie, which suprised me. But I'm not sure if I find him to be a bishonen, I've admired his character for far to long I think.. it's more like a high level of respect :3 I grew up with the old Hulk TV show, not that I remember much (it was not the cartoon-version), and the X-Men cartoon so those two rank high on my list as far as Marvel goes... but honestly, I think I like the Hulk more. Perhaps not the movie, it did disappoint me, but it was still a tops in my book and worth watching..... I'm still obsessed with those good guys who transform into beasts/villains.... and my depression is kicking in so I'll shut up...
current mood:  depressed
current music: "My Immortal" by Evanescence
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